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Engineering, systems, leadership, and the evidence behind difficult decisions.

A chronological archive of essays and technical notes.

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2026

  1. 07 / 12

    Writing

    When Disagreement Doesn't Mean Ambiguity

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  2. 02 / 20

    Writing

    Why Consistency Beats Intensity Every Single Time

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  3. 02 / 18

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    Why You're Not Lacking Discipline — You're Lacking Energy Management

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  4. 02 / 17

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    Why You’re Not Bad at Learning — You’re Bad at Starting Over

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  5. 02 / 16

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    Why The First Step Feels Impossible (But Isn't)

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  6. 02 / 15

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    Why Skill Is Just Time + Honesty

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  7. 02 / 14

    Writing

    Why Most People Never Start (And How to Make Sure You Do)

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  8. 02 / 13

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    Why Fear of Looking Stupid Holds People Back More Than Anything

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  9. 02 / 12

    Writing

    Why Mastery Is Just Doing the Same Thing Differently

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  10. 02 / 11

    Writing

    Why You Don’t Fail at Hard Things — You Fail at Boring Things

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  11. 02 / 10

    Writing

    Why Difficulty Is Just Discomfort in Disguise

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  12. 02 / 09

    Writing

    Why Nothing Is Too Hard — You Just Haven’t Learned It Yet

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  13. 02 / 08

    Writing

    Why You’re Not Behind — You’re on Your Own Timeline

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  14. 02 / 07

    Writing

    Why You Don’t Need to Know the Whole Path Before You Start

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  15. 02 / 06

    Writing

    Unlimited PTO and the Myth of Time Back

    Why time off doesn’t work when pressure is unlimited—and how well-intentioned managers end up buffering broken systems.

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  16. 02 / 06

    Writing

    Why Expertise Is Just the Repetition You Didn't See

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  17. 02 / 05

    Writing

    Why Being Bad at Something Is the Most Important Step

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  18. 02 / 04

    Writing

    Why Most People Stop Right Before They Get Good

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  19. 02 / 03

    Writing

    Why You Don’t Need Talent to Become Great

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  20. 02 / 02

    Writing

    Why Motivation Fails (And What Actually Works Instead)

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  21. 02 / 01

    Writing

    When AI Fails, It’s Usually a Management Problem

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  22. 01 / 31

    Writing

    Why Most People Underestimate What 1 Year of Focus Can Do

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  23. 01 / 30

    Writing

    Why Most People Never Reach Their Potential (And How to Avoid Their Trap)

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  24. 01 / 29

    Writing

    Why You Can’t See Your Own Progress (And Why That Matters)

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  25. 01 / 28

    Writing

    Why You’re Closer Than You Think

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  26. 01 / 27

    Writing

    Why Personalization Is Failing — and What Actually Scales

    Most products claiming personalization are just regressing to the mean. Real value doesn’t come from better recommendations — it comes from reducing failure.

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  27. 01 / 27

    Writing

    The Secret Advantage of Starting Late

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  28. 01 / 26

    Writing

    The Most Dangerous Skill You Can Lose as an Adult

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  29. 01 / 25

    Writing

    Why Your Future Self Is Smarter Than You Think

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  30. 01 / 24

    Writing

    Why Adults Learn Faster Than Kids (But Feel Slower)

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  31. 01 / 23

    Writing

    The Psychology of Being a Beginner Again

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  32. 01 / 22

    Writing

    Why Expertise Feels Like Magic (But Isn't)

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  33. 01 / 21

    Writing

    Notice Periods, Risk, and the Leadership Myth We Don’t Want to Examine

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  34. 01 / 21

    Writing

    Why You Shouldn’t Trust Your First Reaction to Hard Things

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  35. 01 / 20

    Writing

    The Myth of the Overnight Expert

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  36. 01 / 19

    Writing

    Why Your Brain Turns Big Problems Into Panic

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  37. 01 / 18

    Writing

    The Hidden Cost of Thinking You’re “Behind”

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  38. 01 / 17

    Writing

    How Insecurity Pretends to Be Logic

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  39. 01 / 16

    Writing

    Why Hard Work Isn’t Enough — You Need Direction

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  40. 01 / 14

    Writing

    Your First Attempt Will Always Be Bad — That’s the Point

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  41. 01 / 13

    Writing

    Why Gatekeeping in Tech Is Nonsense

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  42. 01 / 12

    Writing

    The Truth About Not Having a Computer Science Degree

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  43. 01 / 11

    Writing

    What Overcoming My Fear of Math Taught Me About Leadership

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  44. 01 / 10

    Writing

    What I Wish Someone Told Me in Junior High About Learning

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  45. 01 / 10

    leadership

    Once You Notice the Shift, It’s Hard to Unsee

    A quiet moment where trust changes shape — and what happens on both sides of it.

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  46. 01 / 09

    Writing

    How Programming Forced Me to Relearn the Math I Avoided

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  47. 01 / 09

    Writing

    Leadership Principles: Learning, Ownership, and Responsibility

    A set of leadership principles for preventing silent ownership, protecting high performers, and maintaining clarity under pressure.

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  48. 01 / 08

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    The Day I Realized I Wasn’t Bad at Math — I Was Scared of It

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  49. 01 / 07

    Writing

    Learning, Ownership, and When to Pick Up the Shovel

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  50. 01 / 06

    Writing

    The Real Reason Most People Quit Before They Begin

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  51. 01 / 06

    Writing

    Consistency Is Underrated

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  52. 01 / 05

    Writing

    The Staircase vs. the Wall: How We Misjudge Difficulty

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  53. 01 / 04

    Writing

    Skill Isn’t Talent — It’s Time and Repetition

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  54. 01 / 04

    Writing

    When Validated Frameworks Stop Being True

    Why frameworks that perform well in test environments often fail when expanded, and how internal validity quietly gets mistaken for truth.

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  55. 01 / 03

    Writing

    Why Difficulty Is an Illusion

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  56. 01 / 02

    Writing

    The Moment Math Broke Me — And What It Taught Me About Fear

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  57. 01 / 02

    Writing

    The Books That Shape How Systems Think

    Not the usual 'engineering books' list—these are the works that rewire how you understand systems, incentives, and the hidden logic of the world.

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  58. 01 / 01

    Writing

    Common Knowledge Is Why Employees Leave Before You Expect It

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  59. 01 / 01

    Writing

    Everyone Starts at Zero: The Lie We Tell Ourselves About Hard Things

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Archive

2025

  1. 12 / 30

    leadership

    Hiring, Vendors, and the Cost of Cornering People

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  2. 12 / 28

    negotiation

    Where the Magic Metaphor Breaks

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  3. 12 / 27

    negotiation

    Negotiation Is Closer to Magic Than Chess

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  4. 12 / 26

    Writing

    Outcomes, Not Optics: Why Misalignment Breaks Teams

    How organizations drift toward optics over substance—and why it quietly destroys clarity, reliability, and team trust.

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  5. 12 / 22

    Writing

    Defensive Professionalism: The Quiet Cousin of Defensive Medicine

    Defensive medicine is widely discussed. The same incentive pattern shows up across professions—quietly narrowing outcomes by optimizing for institutional safety over client optimization.

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  6. 12 / 21

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    We Measure Time Because It’s Convenient. Not Because It’s Correct.

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  7. 12 / 19

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    Clarity Is Expensive. Confusion Is Catastrophic.

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  8. 12 / 18

    Writing

    You Win Most Problems Before They Start

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  9. 12 / 15

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    When “Within Normal Limits” Is the Most Dangerous Result

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  10. 12 / 10

    Writing

    On Pattern, Practice, and the Books That Built My Mind

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  11. 12 / 10

    Writing

    You Don’t Need Expertise Today — You Need Documentation Today

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  12. 12 / 10

    Writing

    Urgency Without Panic: The Discipline of Moving Fast Without Falling Apart

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  13. 12 / 09

    Writing

    The Meeting That Wasn't a Discussion

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  14. 12 / 08

    Writing

    The Deadline That Nearly Broke Me

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  15. 12 / 08

    Writing

    The Leadership Trap of Perfection: What Tom West Taught Me

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  16. 12 / 08

    Writing

    The Calm Leader: How Perception, Preparation, and Clarity Change Everything

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  17. 12 / 07

    Writing

    Failure as a Clue: What Postmortems Get Wrong

    Why most organizations treat failure as a performance review instead of a diagnostic signal—and how to actually learn from outages.

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  18. 12 / 05

    Writing

    I Didn’t Plan to Become an Expert in Concrete Forensics — But Then a Client’s $100K Project Failed in Front of Me

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  19. 12 / 04

    Writing

    The Cost of Keeping Something: A Real-World Lesson in Incentives, Technology, and Human Behavior

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  20. 12 / 03

    Writing

    A Rejection, a Misconception, and What It Actually Means

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  21. 07 / 15

    Writing

    Bad Assumptions

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  22. 06 / 05

    Writing

    The $45 Tool That Saved My $35K Bathroom—And What It Taught Me About Building Software

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  23. 05 / 28

    Writing

    The One Who Showed Up

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  24. 05 / 20

    General

    The Coffee Queue: How Developers Solve Real Problems

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  25. 05 / 07

    General

    Observing

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  26. 05 / 07

    Writing

    The Coffee Queue: How Developers Solve Real Problems

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  27. 04 / 30

    Writing

    A Lesson in Blind Trust

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  28. 04 / 16

    General

    Not Afraid of AI

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  29. 04 / 08

    General

    Great Ideas

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  30. 03 / 25

    General

    Start Feeling the Vibe

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  31. 03 / 22

    Writing

    Intuitive, what is it?

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  32. 03 / 22

    Writing

    Reduce over functions or Data, Data Everywhere

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  33. 03 / 15

    General

    AI and our Obsession with Authenticity

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  34. 03 / 07

    Management

    Finding the right person

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  35. 02 / 19

    Writing

    Why Small Steps Beat Big Goals Every Time

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  36. 01 / 15

    Writing

    What is AI good for?

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  37. 01 / 15

    Writing

    Stop Measuring the Gap. Measure the Next Step.

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Archive

2021

  1. 12 / 24

    c-sharp

    Looking back at C#

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  2. 12 / 23

    Writing

    I thought (var) Gozer was a man. It's whatever it wants to be.

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  3. 12 / 23

    Writing

    Looking back at C#

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  4. 12 / 01

    Writing

    Dynamic Testing Is Better Than No Testing At All

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  5. 12 / 01

    Writing

    Language Comparison Euler Problem Two

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  6. 12 / 01

    Writing

    What is says not how it looks

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  7. 12 / 01

    Writing

    It's Time For All You SQL Objects to get in Your Proper Execution Order

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Archive

2017

  1. 12 / 26

    Writing

    Always Answer the Phone, Respond to the Email, and Go to the Interview

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  2. 11 / 19

    Writing

    Are you Null?

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  3. 11 / 05

    Writing

    Functional Languages in the Workplace

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  4. 09 / 29

    Writing

    Regular Expressions Presentation

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  5. 07 / 10

    Writing

    A Stroll Around C# 7 Remote Viewing

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  6. 07 / 02

    Writing

    Practice

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  7. 06 / 23

    Writing

    A Stroll Around C# 7

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  8. 06 / 05

    Writing

    Quirks with Pattern Matching in C# 7

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  9. 03 / 02

    Writing

    Happy Birthday Visual Studio!

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  10. 03 / 01

    Writing

    Indy.Code()

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  11. 03 / 01

    Writing

    Indy.Code()

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Archive

2016

  1. 09 / 07

    Writing

    C# 7 Overview

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  2. 09 / 06

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions - Pattern Matching

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  3. 09 / 02

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – Literals

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  4. 09 / 01

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – Throw Expressions

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  5. 08 / 31

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – ref Variables

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  6. 08 / 30

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – Out Variables

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  7. 08 / 29

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – Deconstructors

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  8. 08 / 28

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions – Local Functions

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  9. 08 / 27

    Writing

    C# 7 Additions - Tuples

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  10. 07 / 06

    Writing

    It's OK, My eval is Sandboxed (No It's Not)

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  11. 03 / 21

    Writing

    Project Oxford - Image Text Detection

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  12. 03 / 14

    Writing

    Minutes and Seconds

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  13. 03 / 07

    Writing

    Configuring Logic

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  14. 02 / 29

    Writing

    Pushing Data

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  15. 02 / 22

    Writing

    Just write it here, I'll handle the rest

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  16. 02 / 09

    Writing

    Application Performance Monitoring in .NET

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Archive

2015

  1. 10 / 19

    Writing

    Quick and Dirty Data Auditing

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  2. 04 / 25

    Writing

    Compile Time Stored Procedures

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  3. 03 / 30

    Writing

    I thought you were the new method?

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  4. 01 / 12

    Writing

    It's O.K. It's Just Us Two Rows Joined: Vertical Partitioning Or When a 1x1 Table Relationship Makes Sense

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  5. 01 / 05

    Writing

    Reclaiming Stored Procedure Code

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Archive

2014

  1. 12 / 15

    Writing

    Did You Forget to Create a Nuget Package Again?

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  2. 12 / 01

    Writing

    Are you finally going to do something about this?

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  3. 11 / 24

    Writing

    Wait Wait Don't Tell Me.....On Second Thought

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  4. 11 / 09

    Writing

    Mockups - Now with moving pictures

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  5. 10 / 26

    Writing

    I'm out of Range? You're out of Range!

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  6. 10 / 26

    Writing

    I'm out of Range? You're out of Range!

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  7. 08 / 03

    Writing

    Under The Mattress (or Compiled Code) is Not a Good Place to Hide Passwords

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  8. 07 / 13

    Writing

    Can I at Least Get Your Name Before We do This?

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  9. 06 / 15

    Writing

    Environments, You All Look the Same to Me

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  10. 06 / 11

    Writing

    The Shake and Bake Dashboard

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  11. 05 / 27

    Writing

    Return From The Void

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  12. 04 / 16

    Writing

    Adding New Web Applications

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  13. 04 / 13

    Writing

    Cut the Header Off and the Body will Die (Well not really)

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  14. 04 / 06

    Writing

    JSIooa nvrtai Sncgtpi -> Sorting In JavaScript

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  15. 04 / 02

    Writing

    Oh Snap! (Restore)

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  16. 03 / 29

    Writing

    Language Comparison Euler Problem One

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  17. 03 / 28

    Writing

    You Get an Update, and You Get an Update, and You Get an Update

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  18. 03 / 23

    Writing

    Please Spell For Me

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  19. 03 / 20

    Writing

    Where's The Scope

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  20. 03 / 20

    Writing

    Where's The Scope

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  21. 03 / 16

    Writing

    Find a Guid In a Haystack

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  22. 03 / 12

    Writing

    Non Failing Scripts

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  23. 03 / 12

    Writing

    Non Failing Scripts

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  24. 03 / 10

    Writing

    The Book Of F#

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  25. 03 / 10

    Writing

    The Book Of F#

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  26. 03 / 09

    Writing

    Brackets

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  27. 01 / 15

    Writing

    Generating SQL

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